November 2009
Not a girl, not yet a woman
I turned 20 yesterday. I thought I would somehow feel alot older, but I feel the same reall. A cute guy at PF Changs told me that it will all change when I’m 21, and yeah, I know. It’s just so odd; when I was younger 20 felt so old, so mature. Now when I see 20 year olds, they are the same in my eyes as 18 year olds.
It’s strange how getting older alters your perception. Hmm..
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married with children
tohellwiththecosmos:
and hookin’ up with men was only a regurgitated pornographic fantasy that gay men dreamed up to get off. Never would I imagine that this would be a reality for me until an hour ago. Yes, I hooked up with a guy who not only was married but has two kids, one in kindergarden to be specific.
I’m never serious about anything and I always find any oportunity to subverse an...
“I believe that in design, 30 percent dignity, 20 percent beauty and 50 percent...”
– Shigeo Fukuda
He's going the distance, he's going for speed
Let’s play a nice little game of catch up, shall we?
*Got new roomate, who’s pretty chill *Air conditioner started dripping * Put two weeks notice in for Safeway; last day is the 21st *I fell in love with the new Lady Gaga song, which adds the on the fag, but I don’t care eh eh eh eh eh eh; boy I don’t care** *New roomate came home drunk, and gave us a speech about.. ....
'Cause I'm a Jack in a Box
My boyfriend and I broke up on Halloween. It was bound to happen, and it was pretty much mutual.
Oh well, once again I sing “Friends, lovers no more”, but in the end I’m ok with it.
There’s not much else to talk about. I go to school, go to work, do the internet at the apartment. It’s starting to get to me a little bit, but I can hold out for a while.
Oh, we are...
